Alright, this will be my first written report of a dream; the dream is from (2023-06-22). In essence, I suspected someone of stealing my phone when I was playing on a football field with some other kids. This someone, who I did not even once see, had a home—a base in the side of some brick unpolished stairs, it was rectangle shaped, it was basically dirt. I was playing football when I suddenly had a thought-realization that someone must have stolen my phone and I rushed back to it %% I feel the phone as a part of myself; it's very close to me, but I am getting more and more detached from it… this likely has a connection%% to find that it was true, I did not find it amidst my stuff. I then found myself in front of the stairs, got interested in the dirt block in the side of it, and knew it was the place where the person has hid it, and that it's the person's place. I knew, or thought I knew that the phone should be there. I then got 'sucked into' that home, I stood upon a waterfall (it was not a waterfall, a completely different scene appeared from both perspectives). I looked around, and was stoic, and alert, almost calm… then I angrily started destroying everything around, my perspective changed back to the stair perspective. I destroyed the entire place, a place someone called phone, and did not find the phone. I did something bad and felt ashamed, I realized that I might have accused someone too harshy, and too harshly went into action; I did not even feel the need for the phone anymore, I just walked away, ashamed of my actions… I was a child, perhaps 11 or 12 when playing football on the field. There's also an association with doing something cool with other kinds and suddenly having a shock because I felt my phone; I rushed back for it. But it was there, in my backpocket all along, it was Kinga's 18th birthday party. Perhaps, in the dream, the phone was there all along? Or, it was not, it was lost, but I didn't need and want it anymore.
In this dream, the phone symbolizes a sense of connection and attachment to something important in your waking life. Playing football with the other kids represents a moment of enjoyment and camaraderie. However, the suspicion of someone stealing your phone indicates a feeling of mistrust or fear of losing something significant.
The base in the side of the stairs, made of dirt, represents a hidden and primitive aspect of the person you suspect of stealing your phone. It suggests that you perceive this person as being secretive or untrustworthy.
As you search for the phone, your detachment from it grows stronger. This may signify a growing disconnection from something or someone that you previously considered important. The feeling of getting sucked into the home and standing upon a waterfall represents a shift in perspective or a moment of realization.
The act of angrily destroying everything in the home reflects your frustration and possibly excessive reaction to the situation. The subsequent feeling of shame and realization that you may have accused someone too harshly suggests a need for introspection and a recognition of your own actions.
Overall, this dream reflects a conflict within you regarding trust and attachment. It may be indicating a fear of losing something or someone, and a need to balance your reactions and emotions in a certain situation. It also suggests the importance of self-reflection and identifying any patterns of overreacting or misjudgment.